SinnerInTheRain

i dont care if you love me all i want is your fear i dont care if you see me i want to hear you squeal i dont know your name mine is your god i dont need your approval no h8 is my spiel you will be lonely not as much as me though you wait for laughter thats what your life is i wait for love because what else is there you dont know my name but just look at me please its all a lie all i want is to please if you understand and are looking for love come to me dear you will know my name

existing in the shadows cast by tall figures clad in white they tell me the sun will burn they tell me they will protect me they tell me they tell me i am cold here i have grown pale and still am i dead? am i even real? it's dark how can they smile here unknown to them selves i want to see the light i want to feel the warmth i want to know love i want to be free

i walk alone in crowded streets unknown to all who see i scream, my voice rings out but they do not hear i cry when cut with words like blades yet they think i do not feel i live unperceived by blindest eyes i still see my self my words are mine and mine alone but if you hear me i rejoice my wounds will heal in time you'll see feel the love we share love is blind you cant see the soul love is deaf it hears only the truest voice love feels all the pain its sad but true i will remain hidden i will remain silent i will bottle up my pain no longer

some call me a SINNER some call me a HEATHEN some call me a FAG some call me DAMNED i may go to HELL i may LOVE a man i may be an ATHEIST but all i am is ME ME the artist ME the writer ME the bisexual me the HUMAN